Saturday, October 8, 2011

she will be loved.

Bila takde kerja, mulalah meng'usha'  facebook, twitter and etc. While scrolling down my facebook's homepage, I saw one of these status update. I feel so touched. I dunno why, maybe sebab emo lebih kot? haha. So, here's the thing. 
Bf : Kita main satu game nak tak?
Gf : Game apa?
Bf : Mcam ni, esok awak tak payah contact saya. Mksudnya tak payah text,call or apa2 yg berkaitan lah. Saya pun buat mcam tu dkat awak okay? Kita tgok sape menang.
Gf : Okay sayang!

... ... Esoknya, si Gf terpaksalah tahan rindu dkt Bf. Mengenangkan ini satu permainan, si Gf cuba kuatkan hati.

Keesokkan harinya, si Gf call si Bf. Tapi tak dijwab. So si Gf pegi rumah Bf dia. Di luar rumah, ramai org. Dia mula rasa pelik dan terus masuk ke rumah. Sekujur tubuh terbaring kaku di tgh rumah. Dan tubuh itu adalah jasad si Bf yg dah meninggal. Mak si Bf pun bagi surat dkat GF.

Surat yg bertulis:

Sayang, smlam awak dpt hidup sehari tanpa saya. Saya pasti esok dan seterusnya pasti awak dpt hidup bahagia tanpa saya :')
sweet kaann? I find it sweet sebab laki tu cam *dunnowhattosay*. Think about what I used to have currently, rasa geram smua pun ada. Tapi nasib baik dah over. So kiranya xde org nak menyakitkan ati lagi. Being in relationship bknnya utk bear dgn segala sakit yg ada. Being in relationship to be happy, to be someone yg boleh share everything, to share your happiness sadness and stuff bukannya untuk di "taken for granted". Yes, org kata I salah jahat and stuff because I leave him. Its better to be a leaver rather than dok stay utk dapat sakit. But please, jgn nak judge sangat. Dengar sebelah pihak tidak memberi korg pandangan utk judge someone tu.
Okay now I wanna ask, ada ke laki yg rely on woman? Perempuan drive, perempuan do this, do that and blabla. Rasa macam I dont deserve to deserve on any guys. Im a woman, mmg dah tertulis dah perempuan need to be taken care. Memang silap besar la nak suruh perempuan buat smuanya. Sebenarnya, byk lagi mistakes I found in my past relationship tapi malas nak point out. Sebab benda dah lepas kan, jadikan yg lps tu as an experienced and jadikan yg terbaru tu sebagai yg terbaik. I wanna cut it off so that xigt bnda lama. take care uolls *winks

3 comments:

  1. u will get sum1 who r really meant to ur life dear :) keep strong girl ! chill~ hehe

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  2. yaa, thats true dyana! hehe. anyway, you delete fb ke? nape xjmpe?
    azizi ; tau xpe. sgt sedih :(

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